I stumbled across this page tonight after tossing and turning unable to sleep after another night of tears. I always seem to put a brave face on and help everyone around me but no one seems to return the favour. My biological dad walked out on me when i was baby, I luckily got taken on by an amazing man who was proud to say i was his daughter, unfortunately he passed away before i was a teenage and it left me heart broken, my mum got married and i was excited to get a father figure again but he turned to drugs and turned his back on us too. I finally met someone when i was 18 who i thought was amazing but unaware i was getting my self in to a 2 tear physically and emotionally abusive relationship. After going through school with people making fun of me for being tall or have a mole on my face or being fat and ugly and receiving comments from my ex i have zero self esteem and confidence in myself and people who come into my life. I have some really big dreams and goals and continue to try but after several failures and embarrassments these past few years i feel like I'm not even worthy of what i want to accomplish. I wish i could believe in myself and not look in the mirror and cry with disgust of what i see. I feel so alone and i feel like this is what my life will be like.no one is answering to my crys for help I wish my dad was here to look after me
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