I am 20 years old.
I have been diagnosed with depression for the past 3 months, I have been put on antidepressants and they seem to have worked. I have now decided to wean my self of them as I dont want the possibility of relying on them and using them as a temporarily fix. I know that its not going to get to the route of my problem.
Truth is, Im slowly going back downhill. I have told my 2 best friends about my depression and they are so supportive which is great. I havent been able to talk to my parent about it as I dont want to worry them.
My issue is I just dont know what to do with my life any more, let me be clear, Im not suicidal or had those thoughts yet.
But a few years ago I was like, this is my career path, this is my route in life. Which I was happy with and seemed to go well.
However now, I just feel like im 'floating' and not in a good way, feel like I no longer want this route, nor do anything. I just feel lost.
I dont know if its my age, or depression. But I need help!
Im not good at explaining my feelings to people.