Hi My name is Mike.
I appear to be struggling like mad at the moment with severe depression and probably and anxiety I feel like i have no energy most of the time i have days where i cant even be bothered to get out of bed and generally feeling very low.
I thought drink was the answer to get me through it but it just caused my family to be angry with and throw me out because they couldn't cope with me and my moods and drink. I have now ended living miles away from my family I rarely see them and when i turn to them for support they don't seem interested.
I have also recently lost my job and am finding it very hard to get motivated to even look for a job because this illness or what ever it is seems to have a hold on my life.
I have spoken to my GP but didn't seem to help in any way shape or form i was basically discharged from the service because i was told i was drinking to much.
On the back of this i stopped taking the meds i was prescribed and have recently being having suicidal thoughts like the world would be a better place without me because all i seem to do is struggle i have pretty much ran out of coping strategies for this illness and seriously don't know who to turn to. I am hoping some body has an answer on here or some one that can help.