went swimming yesterday afternoon, felt great. Last night meeting with village hall committee, although sympathetic, don't really understand how bad I feel, will feel guilty if I give up as treasurer but it is driving me down. Cried when having my nails done this morning as I couldn't pretend everything was okay. Have made appt. to see GP this afternoon as i can't deal with this any longer, back to medication I suppose.
Sorry, really down, crying now. I hate this weakness.