My doc phoned today to tell me that he won't write me the letter that I need for my ESA reconsideration.
He reacons that I have Asthma and not Emphysema when my specialist at the hospital, after a lot of tests, diagnosed Emphysema and Bronchiectasis last year. Then he said that I was suffering Wear and Tear of the spine when I have 2 Curves in my spine and got diagnosed with scoliosis and have lost 3-4 ins in height.
Then to top it all, he said I was just unhappy when I've suffered depression for years after being brought up by alcoholic parents who abused me mentally as well as physically and then an abused ex husband who did the same. In the past I have tried to commit suicide countless times. I've also been in and out of counselling, some helped and some didn't.
At the moment I feel a fraud, faker and a complete waster. Where do I turn to??? I need urgent help but can't get it. Please can anyone help me, PLEASE!!!!!!