Hi guys. Last night my Girlfriend showed me a message she had received from a new friend. For some unknown reason I got paranoid. For no reason at all and felt threatened by her friend and didn't like it at all. The message itself well it just said that my girlfriend had stopped her seeking random sex from a stranger as she was in need of a hug. I am not homophobic but the friend is gay. I feel awful for getting paranoid. I have just not long met my girlfriend. We both have aspects of depression and she has made attempts on her life before and quite recently. I love her very much but we are at opposite ends of the country. I have no job, I lack the self asteem required to be a good partner. I just feel like such a plonker for thinking this friend was or is after my girlfriend whom I know is bisexual. I have been alone more or less for 2 yrs before meeting her and I just perhaps want not to lose her. I don't have any other friends, im 36. bit of a jumbled up post. sorry. I was feeling better recently but triggers, ie family being stressed and sad have pulled me down. They all bounce back quite quickly but its traumatic for me? for some reason. I feel lonely and yucky and sad. Should I try another med? at least I have counceling tomorrow. that's something.
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