Well its that time of the week again, everyone is out with their partners enjoying time together as a little family...and im stuck at home catching up on my emails for job's. Been in a bit of a mess all week, seem to be struggling with my emotions, sometimes I feel fine and in a good mood, but then also been getting these horrific lows where I cant stop crying, im moody and impatient and just cant do anything or have interest in doing anything apart from watching frasier. Just seem to be getting in a rut of feeling sorry for myself and thinking about all my friends and their new babies or new houses or new marriage and im just almost certain I will never meet anyone I like and who likes me. Sure theres wonderful lads who like me but I just dont feel the same, which is a real shame. It bores me talking about it so stopped discussing it with my friends, theres only so much people can say but it never helps..."your only young, you will meet someone". Just cant get rid of the thoughts of never having a family...I dont even want one right now I just want the reassurance that I will one day...I just cant enjoy my life and I don't no what to do.