Hi everyone, sorry this may be a long rant again
I have just come back from my appointment with the endo who says he will look after me the same as he would his family...
I do not know what to do next; he was initially talking about withdrawing the T3 because I hadn't had a big improvement from 20mcg daily. His argument was based on my TSH - the T3 has caused it to drop by .01 to 0.03 and he said I was at risk of heart and bone problems. I asked if he would consider doing baseline measurements of heart and bone density and monitoring from there but of course he wasn't about to do that. He was patronising and "took exception" to me saying I am an individual and shouldn't be treated by numbers, but by symptoms. He again told me I should realise I was lucky to see him as half the endocrinologists in Scotland wouldn't even consider a trial of T3. I pointed out that whilst we don't know what my T3 level is, my T4 has decreased to 13.2 (9.0 - 21.0) but he just isn't interested.
He said again that he doesn't believe my symptoms are from my thyroid but couldn't suggest testing for anything other than the tests already done for Addisons, Coeliac and one other hormonal condition I've forgotten.
He agreed that it didn't make sense to put someone on a trial of T3 and then not test the level at next blood test, so he says he will ask the GP to do that - he also agreed that it wasn't unreasonable to test my vitamin and mineral levels but disagreed that I would get a temporary boost from Vitamin D supplementing.
He was very dismissive of patient support groups and refused to discuss any information I had from here - basically because he has the formula and is not interested in discussing it with the person it affects! He asked me very patronisingly if I knew what TSH was and what I'd expect to happen to it if I started thyroid meds - my brain fog stopped me from making the point I was trying to, that surely you can't expect the body to work the same once you are synthetically replacing hormones for parts that are broken.
I feel it was a complete waste of time and that he is not adhering to NHS guidelines of working with the patient - he was very challenged and annoyed by my having an opinion on my treatment options. Meanwhile my symptoms are back with a vengeance and I feel really poorly; I don't know if this is the result of a flare or because my T4 is low or what else it may be.
I feel like a child who is expected to do what the parent in charge dictates, regardless of how that leaves me feeling, and I really don't know what to do next. Suggestions?