Hello Everyone,
I'm new to the forums, I've actually been reading posts and articles for about five months now, but i've come to a solid dead end in getting a diagnosis for Hypothyroidism and I didn't know where else to turn.
So a little History, i'm 28 years old, female and 17 stone 16lbs and 3/4. 2 years ago I had a terrible case of GallBladder disease. I was in hospital for a week and out 2 days for 6 months with severe jaundice. I stopped eating, because anything I ate would trigger an attack weather it was slavered in fat or lettuce leaves. I lost a lot of weight. After the surgery I had never felt so good in my life but It didn't last long.
Now while I don't have the best eating habits I don’t have a terrible diet. I don't consume sugar (I don't drink soda, fruit juice or tea) and at the time I had a takeaway once a week I don’t like chocolate but do like crisps. My food is homemade and cooked from scratch, no shortcuts no additives and certainly no ready meals.
I eat tons of fruit and veg at least three pieces of fruit a day and at least two kinds of vegetable with my dinner.
Despite this the weight piled on me. I'm currently 17 stone 16lbs and 3/4 stone and very obese.
Very tired, my hair is thinning (that i’m now wearing wigs), my skin is awful scaly and dry i get terrible boils and spots everywhere, but mostly on my neck, shoulders and breasts. I am always cold, even now with the lovely weather my heating is still on, mostly in my feet. I get cramps in my calves just by walking up the stairs. Six life is non existent and i’m feeling quite blue about everything. Even my hobbies cannot motivate me.
I put this down to work stress and that I needed to take better care of myself as I have previously haven't, putting work first 24-7
Over Christmas, both me and my partner decided to do the whole healthy eating thing. I bought lots of lotions and potions and vitamins to start taking more care of myself. It went very well, we were making lunches from dinner the previous night. We opted for an Asian diet, small portion of fish (tuna steak, prawns, sea bass, salmon or squid) (lean beef once a week) one small portion of rice or rice noodles and at least three kinds of veg per meal always steamed. My breakfast consisted of greek yogurt and some fruit, slim fast (If I was being lazy) or Scrambled/poached eggs with some tomatoes. Lots of water and green tea
I ran in the morning, with difficulty (due to weight and asthma) and during work took a walk in the local woods for an hour. I struggled everyday between 2-4 (and still do, but now i self medicating on pro-plus) I fought to stay awake at work, I come at at 6 make dinner, eat it and fall in bed at 8PM. As the weeks went by, my partner transformed before me , his clothes were falling off him. If anything mine were actually feeling tighter.
So we started weighing ourselves, my partner had lost two stone, while i was still 17 stone 16lbs and 3/4, two weeks later we did it again. Once again a solid 17 stone 16lbs and 3/4 and my partner had lost some more. My partner questioned if I was cheating, I explained I was not. My weight hadn't changed at all. I explained to him that it wasn't even changing by a pound. So the next day he weighed me in the morning and then when I returned home, despite it being the same day and the difference in time my weight was the same.
He frowned and said, well that's not normal...
Moving on; I complained to my mother about my lack of weight loss and how now i'm completely on slim fast and despite feeling worse, nothing is shifting not one pound. This is when she pointed out to me that it could be my thyroid. Three generations of women in my family all take thyroxine, they also have all lost their gallbladders too.
My mother helped me keep a symptom diary and pointed me to the Thyroid UK website.
After moving (June last year) I signed up to a new gp and made an appointment. I gave her the check list of all my symptoms, told her of my efforts to lose weight, Explained that my mother, grandmother and great grandmother all have underactive thyroids and all take thyroxine, can I please have a thyroid test, because I'm struggling to do my job with my constant brain fuzz and tiredness, excise is painful with the cramps and I look awful.
She rolled her eyes at me and just said "Get more sleep nothing is wrong with you."
At the shock at her dismissiveness I urged her to please do the test, something is not right I can feel it. She agreed, eventually, and also would test my b12. I let her know that I was taking a b complex supplement to take the edge off my symptoms, (which my mother suggested and it helped a little)
My results came back, TSH normal 3.5 and b12 optimal (sorry I don't know that number!)
No further action required.
So I went back to the doctor, asked for a different one this time as the women was awful. This time it was elderly gentleman who listened to me with care, looked at my list. he explained my TSH is normal. I asked him if he would test my t4 and t3. he told me that on the NHS he wouldn't as my TSH is normal, but as an alternative he would check my hormones, foliate, kidney function and liver function and diabetes.
So we did, and it all came back normal, apart from my liver which was "okay" by his standard by wouldn't digress further.
So on my third visit, I wanted to see that same elderly gentleman to push for more tests and now I had a new symptom to show them. My tongue, bloated and swollen was started to scallop quite badly it folded right over my teeth.
But the doctor I saw was a different doctor (The elderly gentleman's son actually, I found out later.) He listened to my terrible time and I showed him my tongue.
He looked over my notes and frowned "Your TSH is normal”! he said and I agreed "You've been tested for diabetes too.." and said yes, but three members of my family have underactive thyroids, can't I have my t3 and t4 tested? "Why haven't they tested you t4 already, Why hasn't anyone done this sooner?" he utters in disgust don't "worry we'll order this right away."
FINALLY! I thought and made my blood appointment 3 weeks later.
When it finally rolled about, I sat in the nurses chair, and explained my ordeal. she shook her head sadly and looked at the test as I asked her nicely to please check if the t4 and t3 are checked.
They weren't...
My heart sunk, but she said we will add them right here and she did, I watched her do it. This was Monday. She took my bloods in a single vial and said to call on Thursday for my results. I anxiously went through my week.
I called Thursday to speak to the Medical Secretary, she said "It's all normal, no action necessary." I kindly asked her for the numbers and she said TSH 1.2 between the range of 0.5 and 5.0 you're fine.
I was surprised by the sudden drop from 3.5 to 1.5, should they swing so wildly I asked her? She said she would arrange for a doctor to call me. I said “Okay, what about my t3 and t4?” She said, I can see no record of those tests on here. I responded that they should be there I saw the nurse order them in front of me to which the medical Secretary said "Sometimes it can take a while for the hospital to update all the findings, call back tomorrow.”
So I did, Today spoke to her again and explained that I was told to call back for tomorrow and get all my results. The t3 and t4 were not there.
I asked her they should be there, I saw them ordered, she said there were no notes of a t3 and t4 test, I asked her to double check. The notes were there but the hospital didn't test. She said she would call me back.
About five minutes past before she did. "Sorry, but the hospital didn't test for t3 or t4, they only do that test if you are on thyroxine, since you are not you just got the TSH."
I choked back tears as I explained to her how long this has taken, how it runs in my family, how god awful I feel I need those tests what am I supposed to do when the hospital is refusing the test?
She said she would get the doctor to call me on Thursday to plan a next step of action.
So here I am a bit defeated, still fat, Just woken up from a 3 hours nap after work and very upset.
I really don't know what to do next, my mother is all hell fire and brimstone, telling me to come back home (100 miles away) and see our family doctor, to write to my MP and all sorts.
I'm a bit out of fight and a little unsure of what else I can do.... thanks for reading me ramble