I got an extremely overactive thyroid. I got diagnosed with Grave disease (Hyperthyroidism) since I was 14 and now I am already 18. But I got the symptoms since I was young before I got diagnosed. I did not loss weight because of hyperthyroidism, I even gain weight sometimes. I crave for food and feel hungry all the time. I eat a lot but with high metabolism in hyperthyroidism, it helps me to burn fat. so the amount of food I digest and the fat it burns are equal. I don't have a grave eyes. My neck are not obvious. However, I got an increasing rate of heart beats, my heart beats up to 166 bpm. After taking Carbimazole (antithyroid), I gained 22 kg in a month (30 days). I feel ugly and fat, I don't feel like going out anymore. My hyperthyroid is really hyper that I haven't sleep for 3 days. I hardly sleep yet I can sleep more that 16 hours a day. I did not feel angry easily, I keep laughing for non stop every time I get nervous especially during presentation or public speaking. I don't know why I wish I died sometimes, I want to suicide. I'm weird with hyperthyroidism, I'm hyperactive all the time, I keep sweating and my face is always red. In school, people insulted me and say that I am disgusting and fat. They think that I got cancer because my hair fall easily and there's hole on my head. I used to have a lot of male admirers, and now I do not have any. One of them even insulted me that I'm a fat chick and mock at me. I used to be good-looking and confident and now I just don't feel like looking into the mirror anymore. It's been a long time that I did not wake up and feel beautiful. I don't know about myself anymore!
T3 > 30.8
Taking 30mg of Carbimazole a day and 120mg of Propranalol
Please do help me