Hello Friends and warriors! Dragonfly is updating the latestest treatment... Radiation to the sacrum and L5 (10 treatments) ended on Dec 4th but since then I've had a rollercoaster of side effects...mostly stiffness and muscle spasms that catch me unawares when I get up or sit down. I truly thought it would be a steady improvement but instead it's everything they have ever said about radiation...fatigue, pain, stomach discomfort. I find that walking is easy to do in the moment but the next day everything hurts ..so i know I should not over do it.
When i finally looked at my blood results I saw extremely low red blood and platelet numbers, low protein ..which explains why I feel so low. Oh yes, I have pretty much avoided any alcohol during this time because of its effect on the radiated marrow. (well, I did have a glass when celebrating..)
I have enjoyed an interval of no chemo meds while undergoing radiation and this washout period is actually getting me ready for the next step in meds...In my previous post I had written that I was choosing Xeloda because I feared the fulvestrant shots and blood sugar impact from Piqray. Quite frankly, my oncologist had suggested Piqray because it was the recommended med for the PIK3CA mutation I have...after a few weeks of mulling it over, i talked it over again with the ONC and she really recommended I should try this second line med Piqray before leapfrogging to the XELODA.
So here I am...waiting for the NEW YEAR to get on my new meds...in the meantime my tumor markers had plunged because of the radiation (yay) and I can enjoy the holidays without worrying about unexpected side effects.
I'm also waiting to see if Piqray will be fully covered by my insurance...which had covered Ibrance in the past...but one never knows. Either way, the ONC said there was payment assistance,,,but that's a whole other discussion.
What I wanted to share from these experiences is that changing meds and treatments is very stressful and frightening and while there is always a sense of extreme urgency to kill those cancer cells. the decisions really need to be made mindfully with plenty of time to process.
I must thank all the women who have written about their experiences when I asked for help to make the decision ... because I realized that whatever one has to endure in the process...well, it IS endurable and ultimately may be the best choice for you. (TimTam, Im thinking of you!) Ladies, you have been so instrumental in getting us all to where we are, for better or for worse! Such an army of support, advice, pep talk, and comfort is part of the improved survival rate for this disease..because it's so lonely to find yourself the only one with cancer in your social group...Those who have not been touched by this, really have NO IDEA. But everyone here does and can extend a hand of comfort and support. So thank you dearly...and best wishes to all who are seeking relief and advice in making such important decisions.
BTW, I wanted to share that I am now including Trazadone in my search for a good night's sleep especially during this stressful and uncertain time. A half tab at night helps me enjoy 8 hours of restorative sleep... and hopefully prevents my restlessness from disturbing my dear husband.
Best wishes, Happy Holidays, Happy Hanukkah, and Merry Christmas.