I probably should have been logging my thoughts here since day1. But to be honest , I didn't want to remind myself that I was giving up the fags. I haven't used any NRT this time round (Iam an expert at giving up - I've done it loads of times!!!), so just me and my willpower.
So knowing how frail my willpower has been in the past, I thought I would try and just forget that I have ever smoked and get on with the rest of my life.
To a degree, that has worked. Here I am at day 13 and it's been a breeze. I must have had my head right from the very beginning. That, by the way, is still the hardest thing to know when you are starting out. You can think you're ready to give up, but there can be all sorts of subconscious messages that you're brain is sending that undermine the will power and doom you to failure. That was my experience any way. But not this time.
Some people have said to me that 12 days isn't long. And they're right. But I say that even the longest journey starts with just 1 step.
So here's to the rest of my life and good luck to all of you who are also on this journey.