It's been 9 months since my last post but I'm back and almost 48 hours smoke free!!

[Katdoll1987]

Hello friends new and old. I've been gone for 9 months. And smoking heavily. I am paying the price but trying to quit again. I haven't been well. My health is deteriorating. I just had a partial hysterectomy a week and a half ago. I am also being screened for leukemia and exhibiting signs of throat cancer as well. I'm 32 years old 😞 I'm so disappointed in myself for going back after being quit for 7 months. I was feeling so good and picked it up again and here we are 9 months later. I often wonder would I be going through all this with my health right now had i not went back to smoking about a year ago? I guess i can't think about things like that. I know i can't change the past only the future. I'm praying this time i can make it. I'm going cold turkey again. It's only been 2 days and i know it's gonna get worse before it gets better. But i do know it gets better because I've done it once already. I'm so scared right now. It's hard to sleep or focus. Not having answers about my health is so terrifying. No matter what the outcome it's time that cigarettes and I break up for good!

[Briarwood Administrator Ducky]

Hi Kat, sorry to hear you’re having such a hard time at the moment with your health.

Delighted you’re back on your quit though, every day smoke free is a step in the right direction🚭✅

You are doing the very best thing for yourself and we’re all here to support you.

2 days is a great start, well done 👍

Just be kind to yourself and take 1 day at a time. You CAN do it.

Sending hugs🤗xx

[TheTabbyCat Administrator LONG TERM WINNER]

Hi Katdoll, welcome back hun🔵. I'm so glad that you're having another go at quitting. 48 hours is a start.

I'm sorry to hear that you're not feeling so good, 😢I'm sure quitting will help.

Just take one day at a time, be patient with yourself.

Keep this site close,you know we will support you all the way.🚭🌹🌷xx

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Oh hon I'm not sure what to say other than if you need to chat I'm most the time close by my cell.. and yes 48hrs. is a good start and if you quit before you for sure can now hon..🍀🍀😊

[Catmad10 LONG TERM WINNER]

Hi Kat, I really don’t think that the relapse had anything to do with your health problems. You have done the best you can by giving up smoking this time. Recently I was extremely ill and was so near death I could have kissed St Peter’s ass. 7 months in hospital and the doctors all told me that my chances of survival would have been zero had I still been smoking. Please be strong and don’t have another relapse. This time your quit is forever. Positive vibes coming your way.

[Katdoll1987 7 MONTH WINNER in reply to Catmad10]

This just helped me so much! I'm so glad that you are alright! Thank you so very much! ❤

[Veteran250 in reply to Katdoll1987]

Welcome back to the fold Kat my lovely, its good to hear from you, and to know you are determined to become smoke🚭free.......Good Luck!

😀🌞👏👏👏😘🚭Xx

[Corrina125 LONG TERM WINNER]

Welcome back Kat, so sorry to hear you been having such a hard time. I'm thankful that Catmad told you her story and it has helped. Please say postive and 48 hours is a good start.

Keep us closely girly, you know what to do!

Sending big hugs xxx