So I woke up this morning and coughed up some really disgusting stuff.
I know my health is going downhill because of these things.
My kids whine whenever I light up (outside, I don't smoke indoors), and my 8yo put my cigs in the bin last week!! How very dare he???
Also, it's nearly xmas, the £9 I spend every day on cigs could be spent in much better ways - I am not loaded.
I really really want to stop. Really. But I've tried sooo many times! The longest I've stopped was when pregnant and breastfeeding but as soon as that was over I was straight back on them.
Anyway, I am going to boots in my lunch break to get patches. I called the NHS stop smoking people and I have an appointment for next Monday (23 Nov), so can get patches on script then.
I am going to nail this!!! Can't stand being told off by an 8 and 6 year old, especially as there is nothing I can say to defend myself, and the horrendous morning coughing.
Fingers crossed!!