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I am haunted with the residue of the fear i felt when i was subjected to long years of bullying. I became a bully myself and i am ashamed of what followed, too.

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Waywardman

Hi Summeralways112. I just today joined and I read your post. I too was bullied as a youngster. I remember those first intense feelings of fear and feeling powerless. The adults in my life seemed to not take me seriously. It was such an awful lonely place to be. Later in life as an adult professional I again encountered intense bullying from some of the surgeons with whom I worked. I internalized that abuse and it started manifesting as episodes of rage, short temper and then I would feel so bad about myself that I started to isolate from society.

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Summeralways112 in reply toWaywardman

Hi, greetings. Thanks for reaching out. Summeralways1 is my skype id. Find me there. We could chat from time to time

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Waywardman in reply toSummeralways112

Hi. Thanks. I will try to set up a Skype account. Hope your day is good enough.

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Nursetrauma

It's unreal that still today others cannot comprehend the damage that bulling causes. It has affected every personal realtor I've had

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