Hi, my dad suffers from depression & is on the highest dose of antidepressant. He says he feels lousy & dwells on everything negative (this happened pre psp diagnosis too ) I feel there's a certain amount of self help needed too though, I try to encourage him to watch TV or listen to music/radio at least but he refuses to. He has 2hrs between me leaving and another carer visiting but goes on and on about why I leave at this time. I leave some days just wanting to scream with frustration. I feel do guilty about getting fed up with him when it's him who is ill. I don't even know if this makes sense!