Well, I went to see S this afternoon. Wanted to wait until tomorrow, but had a hair appointment booked, close to where he is, so it seemed silly not to pop in.
He is not happy. Held my hand, I could feel him screaming inside, but his face or mouth didn't show anything! Tried to get him to communicate, but he just couldn't. I know he is fine, his nurse was teasing him about liking his food, was in the lounge with everyone else, when I got there, looked happy and connecting with the staff. So I think the home is OK, he just doesn't want to be there. Who can blame him, he is stuck with these really old people, all with their masks on, mouths open, lights on, but nobody at home. The sad thing is, he is exactly the same, doesn't look out of place at all. He is a lot younger than most, but unless he smiles, you wouldn't know it. Feel heartbroken at the moment, but I know it's the right thing.
Hopefully, another good nights sleep tonight, then I am off to have some R & R, with my sister, niece and three dogs!!! And I am going to take my own advice and leave my iPad at home. I love you all, but me and PSP need a break from each other!!!
Lots of love