Hi Jill
I love to see your posts and likes.
They are supportive and precious.
Warmly and with love
Kevin and Liz
Hi Jill
I love to see your posts and likes.
They are supportive and precious.
Warmly and with love
Kevin and Liz
Love to see your posts Jill xxx
Very precious x
Love to see your post Jill xx.
Me too Jill. I'm still here!
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gooood nsnnsab
lol jill
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So glad you are still about, Bev. I hope you are finding your way easy and brighter.
Hi, yes I'm still clocking in to see how you all are. Getting used to being on my own although it hasn't happened much. I've only had one day on my own since Colin left me, and that was after having breakfast with 79 other women!
Yesterday I went with a coach load of folk to the Albert Hall. The music choked me up and I shed a few tears but it was good. Last night the coach dropped us off outside our local pub and 14 of us went in for a meal. 3 of us walked to our estate from there very late and walking in to an empty house was weird. I've never come home late to an empty house. Fortunately the guinea pigs heard the key in the door so it wasn't a silent empty house.
I still talk to Colin. I did it for so long without a response that it doesn't seem strange chattering away out loud. Things are definitely brighter. Another full week this week apart from Saturday when I'm packing my case to fly to Budapest on Sunday with 5 other "merry" widows...well after a few drinks maybe.
I'm still thinking of you all though and looking back, wonder how I kept going....but I did and don't feel any regrets at how I did it so hope and pray you can all hang on in there.
Sending lots of big hugs and love.
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Have a lovely time in Bupapest.
As always Bev, you are setting the standards we want to follow.
Next time you go out, leave a radio on and a few lights. It does make entering the house a tiny bit better.
Sending big hug and much love
Lots of love
Heady
The lights were blazing Heady but It's a good idea about the radio. I'll have to get a little one as I listen via the TV and don't want to leave that switched on. Years ago we went on holiday and asked a neighbour to feed our cat. When we returned home she said she nearly died of fright. I'd set the radio to come on, on timer, but hadn't told her. She was feeding the cat in the kitchen when a man started talking very near to her. She said we could have come home from holiday and found a dead body in her kitchen as she was unmarried with no close relatives to worry if she hadn't been seen for a while. That was over 30 years ago. She was 99 on 31st October and still living alone and doing her own shopping as she won't accept help, but is in sheltered accommodation so folk would miss her now. So would I.
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Thank you NannaB. Grieving keeps going on and we're not even there yet. I'll take inspiration from you.
Cuttercat