Liz and I have dropped off the radar again!
Liz came back from respite fully charged and then continued to be 'difficult' with me.
She then announced that she was going to go into care permanently and called her sister for assistance.
So on top of coping, poorly, with her behaviour and feeling emotionally exhausted I had the indignity of having to explain all of the reasons why it was untenable for Liz to go into care - lots of personal information.
He sisters are good people who try to be supportive to us though, but they live too far away to do anything practical and besides they are very busy with their own lives. The old story!
So I am running everything on the basis of 'only do what is necessary' . Trying to make a window in which to recover, again.
Waiving not drowning though.
Love to you all