Well I finally made the decision that Keith would be safer in a care home and all I've done since he went in is cry my eyes out! I hate coming home to an empty house with no Keith but I keep trying to tell myself that the man I married is no longer with me. I've spent a lot of time over there and yes I'm not as tired and am getting more rest but am I less stressed? No is the answer!
As I speak I am sitting next to Keith in a hospital bed, he had another funny turn again in the care home and they had to call an ambulance, I spent the whole night last night by his bedside in the nightmare place we call A&E, he had a catheter put in and was put on a drip for antibiotics and fluid, well you can probably guess what he was trying to do, yes you're right he was trying to pull them out ALL night! I didn't dare leave his side! My son arrived at 8am and he made me go home for a few hours rest! I'm so tired, he's asleep at the moment and getting on everyone's nerves as he's snoring so much,but as soon as he wakes he starts again. He keeps saying when are we going home or shall we go out for a drink and then starts trying to climb over the bed rails! I'm so worried about him, feel as though I'm living an ongoing nightmare!
Need some support from all my friends on here please!
Love.... Pat xx