Hello lovely peeps! I'm new to this forum and PA and my learning curve is akin to a mountaineous climb atm. In need of reassurance/patient 'expert' knowledge/experience. Science bods with questioning minds most welcome!
I'm in week 5 of initial loading doses (1mg hydrox, EOD), making 16 so far, but it feels like I'm getting worse not better. I'm in the UK and managed to get the standard 6 doses via my GP and they approved SI, so I've been doing that since dose 3.
I appreciate that it can be a very long recovery process as I have neurological involvement (all body systems), and the ongoing burning/cutting sensations in multiple areas is debilitating, but I hoped I'd be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel after 5 weeks.
I'm really struggling to get through this on my own without medical supervision. I get panicky when feeling at my worst - how bad does it have to get before I call 999, anxious that I'm doing the wrong thing re cofactors (those things! I was in THAT B12 support group for a while and got totally overwhelmed and confused), that my folate's too low, that the injections aren't working...I only have this forum to rely on atm.
I could write an essay regarding symptoms, it's tough when this (as yet undiagnosed) disease takes over every moment of your waking life and I know I'm not alone in that isolation.
Please have a look at my key blood results from November for some context. All 'normal' according to surgery and Medichecks. I can include others if relevant:
Serum B12 - 281 ng/L (211.00 - 911.0)
Active B12 (Medichecks) - 100.0 pmol/L (13 - 150)
Ferritin (Medichecks) - 52.9 ug/L (13 - 150)
Folate (Medichecks) - 5.85 ug/L (Range: > 3.89)
Folate (surgery, same blood sample) - 5.0 ug/L (3.0 - 14.4)
Haemoglobin concentration - 120 g/L (115.0 - 150.0)
Haemoglobin A1c level - 42 (20.0 - 41.0)
Haematocrit - 0.353 Ratio (outside ref range, been so since 2018)
Vit D - 94.1 (>50 indicates sufficiency - it's been chronically/dangerously low in past as has iron, 'diagnosed' with ID anaemia in 2008)
Hope somebody can give some guidance, not at all well and at my wit's end.