I am just exhausted here with pain and need some advice. I have psoriatic arthritis and what I now know as bouts of fibromyalgia. My feet have been in agony for years and now my knees and shoulders. I am on consentyx which has helped my skin but my joints are still in a lot of pain, constantly.
During the pandemic I got so much all over pain I paid privately to see my consultant who said it was fibro and gave me a prescription for amitriptyline which did nothing for me. I can see now that was a fibro flare up, felt like a terrible flu which wouldn't shift but in time did. Because of the pandemic I could only speak to my GP via phone and she increased my longtec to 40mg X 2 a day. I had been on 30 X 2 for a number of years for arthritis pain. My rheumatology consultant then without discussing it wrote to my GP and said I was to be tapered off them completely.
I am now on 20 X 2 a day but I can no longer dress due to shoulder pain and the pain in my feet means I can't even consider walking. Up until now I somehow managed to get a walk a few times a week although all social life had stopped previously. The longtec gave me relief, relief so I could do basic self care, cleaning shopping cooking etc. Now I can't even do that. I haven't managed a walk in weeks, if I have a shower that's it I can't do that and stand cooking a meal. I keep telling them I need this relief just to look after myself, the basics but they just say the (British) government have said everyone has to stop taking them. They mention that maybe down the line we could look at tramadol. I had that years ago, when I was better than I am now and it didn't touch the pain.
I now feel what's the point in living like this. Taking that pain relief away has left me 100% isolated rather than 70%. I have lost so much weight as the thought of standing on my feet to cook is too much. I don't know what to do, I'm now spending more and more time just lying in bed as anything else will just escalate my pain and I haven't got enough relief to make it worthwhile. I have just turned 60 and I want and need to look after myself to go for a walk etc. Is this really what I'm left with, no relief and complete isolation ? I just can't believe they think this is more acceptable than 2x 30mg of longtec a day.