I don't know what else to do right now, except to ask for HUGE PRAYERS for my best friend and also a Health Unlocked member.
I just received a text about ten minutes ago that she is not doing well and hospice is on there way.
Im shocked, I cant stop crying and my heart is broken into tiny pieces because this women is my best friend , shes been the best thing to come into my life...and I cant lose her in my life.
We met here on Health Unlocked, and we hit it off from day one.She is as nuts and loonie as me, lol We talk almost daily (all through the day), unless one of us is off to a doctor or we r in too much pain to talk. We have never met in person because of our medical conditions,but we talk on the phone and text daily. We have even become family, as she talks to my loved ones and I talk with hers. Shes the only person Ive ever known in my life that has severe med issues like me, fights daily like me, and still can cuss ya out better than anyone I know.She even teaches me new cuss words and etc and cracks me up every time.We r two peas in a pod, who are medical messes and still laugh daily together at ourselves and everything around us.
I feel helpless and wish I could hop on a plane to be by her side but because of our rules in the U.S. I cant leave my state because my medicine cant be taken over state lines.This is the worst feeling to not be able to be by your best friends side when I want to soooo badly.
I just want to give her comfort as she does for me every day. I want to be there for her family as they r family to me also.
This women is the toughest women I have EVER known.. and has battled ALOT of med issues and etc.IF anyone can pull through ...she can.
Im just screaming inside saying to myself....Listen "….. " you have to fight..you have been through so much.. and ur time is "NOT" now...I still need u to cuss at me daily, call me silly names, me cuss at u and call u silly names....I need my sidekick... your the only one Ive ever been able tell things and u understand. You understand my health and have been there for me where my own family hasn't n doesn't. Your so tough.. way tougher than me...... u cant give up....Im here fighting for u... I just wish u could hear me!!!
Im not a religious person...but I don't know what else to do for my best friend.Her family says they will call me when they can, as they are tending to her. I feel helpless!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE send prayers for my friend... I need SOMEONE to hear them and help her fight her way through this... it is not her time and I will not accept any of this because she is too tough and a fighter and I will not accept her not being by my side and being my crazy sidekick in my life.
I love you "...….." !!! now freakin fight damn it... u have it in u... fight like heck... Im here for ya!!!! I need to hear u call me on the phone and cuss me out, lol I love u my friend and Im sending u the biggest hugs I have .. along with my heart!!!
Community members....I just need prayers for her....so many... she can hear and feel them!!