Pain truly does effect everything. No matter how strong you are how hard you battle every day how often you fake those smiles it isn't just us it effects daily . Not everyone is strong enough or able to just cope with it . it's hard to understand from the outside looking in .
I know it's the right thing to no longer put someone else though stresses I'm barely coping with . I'd never want anyone to struggle or be un happy and I know i will continue to manage my life with chronic pain the best I can and he will be able to move on and be happy as it's been an awful struggle this summer with moving stress money issues due to multiple issues with universal credits and now pip , the pain being unforgiving this summer really took its toll. One of those glitches in life I guess .
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