This is the first time i have written anything on here, but i have regularly read the blogs since my diagnosis last year and they have helped me through the past 12 months, I don't why but been thinking about writing this short poem for a while and now felt right.
It happened so fast at first so numb, pretending was just so dumb.
Then reality sets in, feeling so scared, then the nightmares begin,
wondering why me? Why now? I didn't deserve this so how?
How could this happen to me and now? a beautiful baby boy just two weeks ago
Now my world crumbled below.
I tried to run and hide, but you were like a shadow always by my side
I needed help to rid you from me, at first surgery then chemotherapy
Remission! It's gone! First a dance then a song
But so scared deep down that you will come back around
But for now so long.