just for a day- poem

[Goodgirl98]

I hope this is ok to share. I was a little down yesterday; nothing in particular except thought of fate. I am normally very positive and happy with my family and friends. It was just one of those days. So I wrote this poem. I have an Insta handle for my poems but did not want to share there as I do not want anyone to feel bad or take it out of proportion. I thought you gals will understand this better and that we are brave most days and have our one off days where we think - what if!

If it's not ok to share such posts, admin please let me know!

[carrotmunch5]

Hi Goodgirl98. Beautiful poem. Feel it inside of me. Thank you for sharing. Really appreciate. I feel like that too, down sometimes, always tell to myself, I am only human with emotions and feelings. Like end of your poem, I am still here, loved and I am grateful. 🙏💕💕🙏

[Goodgirl98 in reply to carrotmunch5]

thank you. We will get through this together 💪

[0462County]

Beautiful poem. I have lost count of the number of times I wish I could go back in time.

Love and hugs Beth xx.

[Goodgirl98 in reply to 0462County]

thanks, Beth. My heart wishes to go back and my spirit says nothing can stop us from marching forward strong 💪

[TeddyC]

Thanks for sharing, it’s beautiful.

[Goodgirl98 in reply to TeddyC]

thank you!

[Kjhere]

Your lines speaks volumes that I keep on pondering most of the time.....how I really wish to go back to those days filled with bliss ......loved it .

[Goodgirl98 in reply to Kjhere]

yes, we have down times. Let's work towards having more up times though. This is a tough disease and we need to be strong mentally. We will get though this, together 👍🏻

[A1r1t]

Very poinent poem, beautifully written. I think we all feel like that at times. Then we remember to enjoy the here and now and try to enjoy the life we have left. Thank you for sharing your poem, I enjoyed reading it ♥.

[Goodgirl98 in reply to A1r1t]

thank you. It's only human to feel fluctuating emotions and esp when hit with a disease like OC. So happy you enjoyed reading it. I write happy poems too and will share one day 😃

[Flute_7 in reply to A1r1t]

Morning Goodgirl98

Your poem is beautiful, it’s exactly how I feel. It did bring a tear or two, but good to know I’m not on my own with these feelings.

I always read the posts on this forum but don’t contribute very often. I am a positive person but sometimes find it hard when reading how people have made it to 10 years and their CA125 is so low. I am so happy for them but being only 3 years in to this myself and being treated for 3rd reoccurrence which includes a trial, I do occasionally get a down day and wonder if I will get 10 years.

Thank you for sharing your poem, you are clearly a talented lady.

Good luck with your journey

Yvonne xx

[Goodgirl98 in reply to Flute_7]

Thanks for your note. I am so sorry you have had so many occurrences, Yvonne. I don't mean to sound unfeeling but I have heard and experienced that the universe sometimes tests the strongest among us. You are a warrior for having gone through so much. Please stay strong and positive. And we are here whenever you feel down and need support.

[Kjpip]

Funnily enough I was feeling a bit like this yesterday too, although I am normally quite positive about everything. Thanks for your beautiful poem, it's just right! 💙

[Goodgirl98 in reply to Kjpip]

thank you, Kjpip. Hope you are feeling better today 💐

[Ova-whelmed]

A lovely poem which expressed really well what it's like living with cancer x

[Goodgirl98 in reply to Ova-whelmed]

thank you!

[2016Mags]

Beautiful poem which only people in our position can really feel the reality of in our hearts…Mags

[Goodgirl98 in reply to 2016Mags]

thank you. I thought so too and am happy now that I shared it.

[Motiva]

Oh my goodness that sums it up perfectly. To run and hike and act silly 😜.

Please share more x

[Goodgirl98 in reply to Motiva]

haha. Thank you, Motiva!

[Newbery3]

Can I go back to when...? This is always in the back of my mind too when I stop and think 🤔 why didn't I push or listen to my body! Very emotive poem and very very true of life! Can I now go forward to a life with a cure or even a chance of a better survival that's the next poem 💖thanks for sharing x we are not alone x

[Goodgirl98 in reply to Newbery3]

thanks, Newbery3. Yes I had written lots of positive poems to help me through chemo. (I have one funny video too although not sure we can share video format in this forum). I will post them every other week so that it does not spam!

[Erinna72]

What a wonderful poem! Thank you for writing and thank yo for sharing!

[Goodgirl98 in reply to Erinna72]

Thank you, Erinna!

[organicinna]

Brilliant! Xxxx

[Goodgirl98 in reply to organicinna]

thank you.

[Le-gra143]

fabulous words

I felt that.

[Goodgirl98 in reply to Le-gra143]

thank you, Le-gra!

[PlantPower]

It's totally OK with me and what a talent you have! I think many/most of us can relate to your words which you write so eloquently. I am going to remember this poem and often revisit it. We are all on a rollercoaster, or it certainly seems like it at times. But your poem also reflects that there can be better times even though the journey can be hard on us. After all, life is so precious. Keep writing and sharing and thank you for this wonderful work. much love, xxxx

[Goodgirl98 in reply to PlantPower]

thank you, PlantPower. I hope you are doing good post the chemo. You are strong and will get through this too 👍🏻

[PlantPower in reply to Goodgirl98]

Thank you, I had my last of 6 chemos yesterday. My second line in just a year. my CA 125 is still above 700 so am having a CT on Monday and then will follow up with the oncologist. Mid cycle CT showed static disease but i know that can change. I am feeling well so far and have coped well with all the cycles this time. xxxx

[Riverflo]

Thanks for sharing. Very thoughtful poem that I can certainly identify withMartine xx

[Goodgirl98 in reply to Riverflo]

Thank you so much, Martine.

[Mysticmeg123]

Beautifully written and really resonates with everyone who has been diagnosed with Cancer. The reality is that our lives have changed for ever but knowing we are not alone in how we feel brings so much comfort. I would love to read your other poems. Thank you for sharing this one. xx

[Goodgirl98 in reply to Mysticmeg123]

thanks, Mysticmeg! I will definitely share periodically. Your encouragement means a lot 🙏🏻

[Nov5]

Beautiful.... I'm sure we all think those thoughts.You have a gift with words. XX 🌹

[Goodgirl98 in reply to Nov5]

thank you!

[Supermary]

I really liked the poem

Thank you for sharing it

[Goodgirl98 in reply to Supermary]

glad you liked it. Thanks, Supermary.

[delia2]

Hi. I love this! I think we can all relate!

[Goodgirl98 in reply to delia2]

thanks, Delia!

[Casamimosa]

Beautiful poem and so true

[Goodgirl98 in reply to Casamimosa]

Thank you!

[AuntyOrange]

Hello Ramya, I really loved your poem. We can all relate to those words. I have also found great solace in writing poetry & journaling during this challenging time & I encourage others to do the same, even if it's for your own eyes only. Meditate, write or just sit in a warm corner of the garden with your thoughts, so beneficial to your spirit. We all know that the mental side of healing is as important as the physical. We all need a good cry or laugh when it's needed to get us back on track. Poetry can do that for you. Keep up the good work & the good fight. Love & hugs xxx

[Goodgirl98 in reply to AuntyOrange]

thank you, AuntyOrange. You are so right to focus on holistic healing. I took up pranayama just before the debulking surgery and honestly felt my lung capacity increase so much in just a couple of weeks. I am very infrequent with meditation though; thanks for the reminder.

[Frenchhouse3]

Hi there, thank you for sharing your lovely poem, it just says it all. Xxxxx

[Goodgirl98 in reply to Frenchhouse3]

thank you so much!

[Alfiepop]

Hello

I’m glad you decided to post your poem. After reading it I asked my husband if he would also read it..he did.

It sparked a conversation about my thoughts and feelings as well as his which we don’t always verbalise.

So thank you

[Goodgirl98 in reply to Alfiepop]

hi Alfiepop, it's so precious and humbling to see that this prompted the opening up of thoughts. I can relate to how difficult it is to share some of our thoughts openly, enough with our closest ones. Thanks so much for your note.