Just back from the hospital where I got my results of my scan after 8 weeks on weekly taxol. This unfortunately hasn't worked at all and tumours have grown considerably and one now stuck to my colon.
My consultant wanted to put me forward for a trial they are doing at Addenbrookes but because I have hypertension I am not suitable for that particular one! So the next step is that she is referring me to the Marsdon to see what they have that may be suitable.
I feel quite angry that I have endured 5 months of chemo, which has made me feel quite unwell, all for nothing! I know they can't tell if something is going to work beforehand but I'm thinking that I could have had 5 months feeling well and doing more things. I know that's silly and that hindsight is a wonderful thing and we have to try everything we can to fight this horrible disease.
Let's just hope something can holt this for a while and give me a bit longer.
All the best to everyone