Devastated

[ellseybellsey]

Results back from Biopsy show the beast is back, scan shows swollen pelvic lymph nodes lesions within the vaginal vault, he also told us irregular spots on top of liver.

I am now waiting for a pet scan to see if the spots on liver are decease or scar tissue, basically he is not 100% sure. I have been told if liver spots are negative there maybe a chance of surgery and chemo, once scan results are back it will be discussed at MTD meeting. I had a good cry last night as no matter what comes back I will be having chemo.

I hate this situation I would rather just get treatment plan and get to NED again, he also said CA125 is not as high as he believed it would be and it may not be a good marker this time around.

Ellsey xx

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Hang on in there.... this waiting/knowing a bit/not knowing a lot is the worst time. xxxx

[Kryssy]

Be strong Ellsey. You know that you can beat this. Have a good cry but then get your fighting boots back on and show the beast who is the boss. Best of luck and love. xxxxx

[Alikay]

I'm so sorry you find yourself in this position, but please don't give up. It sounds like there is a basic plan in place depending on your next scan, so try (if you can) to focus on the positive that there is treatment available. The waiting game is the hardest though. My love and thoughts are on their way to you right now. Ali xx

[Emsymits]

☹️ Have a good sob then put your anger into kicking the beast. We'll be here with you. ❤️

Em

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[Petrolhead]

Hard to wait and hard to get results. Keep on trucking don’t let the bugger get you down.

Fay

[Jo-Jo1-UK]

I'm sorry to hear you haven't had good news, can't imangine how upsetting and disappointing the thought of more treatment is. You can do this though...hope you get definite answers soon. Take care, Jo xx

[January-2016-UK]

Waiting to know what’s happening is so very hard but once you know, you’ll take it in your stride. All the best!

[Unlockes]

I am sorry to hear this. It seems like you and I are in a similar spot in this unwanted journey. Mine too has spread to the liver so I am scheduled for a biopsy on Monday. My onc gyne has already sent me to a surgeon. It's like you wait for so long and when things start going I find myself running to catch up. Good luck to you XxTinaXx

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This is the hardest part waiting for more tests and results and a plan. My heart goes out to you hugs

[Welshandproud]

Sending lots of love and virtual support as you wait for the news of your next steps. Stay strong xx

[Mrs_Atko]

Ah buddy I’m sorry to read this. But after allowing yourself time to cry (important), get those big girl pants back out, shake them off and get them back on lovely. You’ve got this...it won’t defeat you. Thinking of you my friend xxx