I had my oncology appointment yesterday after final scan after chemo. After surgery I had a small 0.5 deposit left on my liver and was assured chemo would zap it. My scan is clear but oncologist said I will only ever be stable and never in remission because the deposit was left and would grow back. The surgeon told me it was dead matter and would not 'come back to life'. I know I ask too many questions but I asked her if I would live to 60 (I'm 54 in 2 weeks) and she said well possibly not but live my life. She said as long as I was well she would keep giving treatments. All through this I have been so positive and had hope. I feel so sad now and can't stop crying. To top it all I have a lump on my scar and have to have an mri to rule out it being a tumour. Sorry to rant but I am devastated. X
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