Im currently on my third cycle of chemo due to the bugger coming back again after only 10 months of it being dormant whilst on Letrozole.I'm on Carbo / Gem having it day 1 & then day 8. It's been tough as its battered my red blood cells and I've needed several transfusions but managed okish, knowing I've only one cycle to go!
yesterday I visited my oncologist for a routine check up prior to this weeks chemo to be told that I may not get it as, again my red cells are very low and I've come out in a lot of bruising, I've been scheduled for a blood test today but it's highly unlikely chemo will be this week..
I know it's stupid but I'm gutted, I've looked to the end date for the past 18 weeks, getting to the end & getting back to normal life. The end date has been everything, especially as it meant I'd be okay for a family party which I'll miss if moved by a week.
Trying to get over myself, but just feel so gutted.....