So had my full abdominal hysterectomy 5 weeks ago and today had to go and see surgeon for results of biopsy. I have to have 2nd op as it looks like there is borderline cells on the lining of my pelvis. I did get the option to wait abd see what happens but it could grow into a bigger grade and be harder to treat plus could spread. after alot of thinking and crying I've decided to go for the op as at least it will get rid with alot less chance of coming back. I'm devastated as are all my family as our first grandchild is due in March which I'm going to miss due to op but hey why can i do. what I'm asking is if anyone has had similar and how do you cope and how do I stop the constant over thinking. I seem to be constantly crying. I'm struggling to work out how I get through this. Any help would be massively appreciated.