Just week ago my mom got heart attack because of side effect of chemo. She had always problems with her heart ..
She left when I hold her hands and tell her that she cant leave me, her last words was before she lost consciousness " keep your future childrens close to you" . I broke down immediately.
My mom was my hero,my everything, we planned vacation together. We didnt think that she could have heart attack.. Our family is broken. Our mom was everything,keep everything together. I love my mom. I miss her so much.. I really thought week ago that I wanna kill myself. I have nobody,just my mom and now she is gone. My beautiful piece of love.
She loves everybody,her family was only thing what matters to her.
She want to see my childrens..now she is gone.
Sorry to tell you but I have to write somewhere.
I dont know what I do for my life anymore,nothing have any meaning anymore.
Im empty, i dont feel nothing.
My mom was my bestfriend, and she always will be. My superhero ,my love , my onlyone.
Remember mom, I love you now and always.
I feel that you are still here to tell me what to do with my life. I just want to hug you so much and tell how much you matter to me, and how much i love you.
I know that you watch me up there on your beautiful cloud.
Sorry everybody again. I know this forum is not for this..