I've been unsure whether to post or not, my problems seem so trivial compared to some posts on here, reading the posts and replies have been truly overwhelming.
I'm not expecting replies, I just want to say on here, what I can't say to my family and friends as we are all suppose to be on this "it's nothing to worry about, think positive" attitude, well that's what they are all telling me, but my gut is telling me different.
So 11 years ago, I had a ruptured eptopic pregnancy which resulted in the removal of both the tube and right ovary, for a little while after had a few probs with scar tissue and adhesions in that area, then 6years ago I had my daughter and 15 month ago had my son, all has been fab apart from, I've been bleeding and spotting since October last year ( been putting it down to hormones and contraceptive after giving birth ) always feeling bloated despite always being on a diet and not eating to much to shed the baby weight, to my delight have lost it all! Anyways was sent for a internal scan about my constant bleeding, convinced it was gonna be due to my coil, but no ... Showed a soild adenexal mass with small cystic areas on it, size 54x36x32 mm! Not sure if that's big or not? Was then sent for CA125 and CEA C-19 or something like that, results came back 2 days later and my GP call's and says " all results normal you don't have cancer, enjoy your weekend" ???? Can he know that from these results alone ??? Obviously I'm praying that he does, but I'm a little scared as my mum and nan have both had oc ( both early, nan was 27 and my mum was 40 ) luckily both contained and hysterectomy cleared them both! I'm hoping that I'm still waiting for my gyne referral that I was told I was being urgently sent for ( before the results of the blood test ) . I'm so emotional I could cry every time I look at my children, and I'm normally so strong ☺️.
Wow I did go on a bit! 😂