It will be 6 month at the end of this month that I had my ovaries removed due to cancerous tumours...
I'm back at work now back full time to as I needed abit of normality back..
I've been fine up untill now.. It's finally sunk in how much I have lost.. And I feel empty and just so low..
I know I should be grateful as I only needed the surgery and so far so good no chemo was needed and there are many people on here who needed a lot more treatment..
But not having a child of my own I feel like I've let myself and my husband down even though he tells me everyday I'm all he wants and needs. I can't help but feel gutted!
I still have my womb so I can still carry a child using donor eggs and IVF (which my sister has asked if she can do for me)
But I just can't seem to see the positive side., think I'm just feeling sorry for myself and think I need to man up abit lol..
I ask my McMillan nurse back in November for me to be referred for some counciling as I had a feeling this would happen as I have just been on such a high about the surgery going so well I knew it would sink in sooner or later..
But I'm still waiting on my referral
Please tell me what I'm feeling is normal