Hey everyone how we all doing? Thinking of everyone, a lot has been happening since i last posted here.
About to start injectible mtx, not sure how i feel about it, but i am looking at it this way,its either do it, or my mobility is knackered, so take the mtx, still waiting for rhumy to write up prescitpiton and its been over two months, another phone call on that me thinks next week.
Got through the dreaded ESA assessments, the stress was so much ended up on morphine, but, the good news was i got the support group for 18 months, so that was something for a bit.
Have been trying to keep going, i do that by helping others, so busy campaiging, and as slyvi will tell you ended up on bbc news, thats been happening a lot lately, been on bbc london, channel 4, 5, and bbc 1 and radio 4, is knackering all this interviewing, and back to the houses of parliament again last week, Next week, the NHS. Am trying to pace myself, though, its do one thing one day, then rest, then do , then rest. Its learning the hard way.
Been busy writing, its still happening, have written a lot about RA lately and pain, etc, and I have some news for all of you at last. Finally after these many months. Yes, I really do hate yo-yo's living with the mood swings of cyclothymia and Rhuematoid Arthritis RA is finally coming out at last. It will be an e book at first, and a downloadable pdf and will avaiable via chipmunka publishing and on amazon. SO I wnated to share that with you, I am sorry i havent been aaround as much as i wanted to be , its been a crazy seven months for me, and so much to be done and still do.
This is my latest poem for you. Its called autumn.
I love the colour of the leaves
As they change on the trees
The reds, organges and the yellows
Rustic colours that look so mellow
They float around on the breeze
It is so colourful, a sight to see
The crispness of a blue autumn sky
The smell of a bonfire wafting by
The geese flying south to find some sun
The children scuffling in the leaves having fun
School supplies stocked up in the shops
Parents panicking buying a lot
The autumn wind and rain turns the trees bare
Then it's digging warmer clothes out to wear
Snuggling under a blanket or two
Enjoying a frothy hot chocolate with you
Drawing the curtains and turning on the lights
Just snuggling down and staying warm at night
Watching a programme on tv
That sums up autumn nights to me
Wrapping up and going outside
The smells and colours of autumn collide
A glowing face from a crisp cold day
So many memories to store away
I love the colours of the leaves
As they change on the trees
A beautiful sight, i think you'll agree
It's something i love to see.
Autumn is here again.
(c) paula. 2012.
Hope you all enjoy,
thinking of everyone, and sending hugs to you all take care, love paula xxx