Here i am on a lovely sunday morning having overdone it AGAIN!!!! I never learn, but i get so frustrated at not being able to do much. Yesterday i got my scooter out and went up the village and did a bit of shopping, then went down allotment to see my hubby. Got home and later in the day i went into the garden and started to chop back on bushes that had got overgrown. My arms look like i've been in a fight, very bloodied due to fragile skin. Am very weepy too, thats because i think that at 55-56 i should be able to do more. Silly ain't i. Ended up in bed again last night, that seems to be where i spend most of my time these days. I'm sure that i will learn eventually.
I'm still waiting for counselling to start, can't understand why it takes so long, i need it now not weeks down the line. I've got to have another xray before i can have a second opinion on my knee. So down the hospital again on monday for xray and while i'm down there i'll get bloods done and see if i can see ra nurse about getting some positivity back into my life.
Went to a wedding friday night had a nice time even if i couldn't dance and the couple looked lovely and they were pleased to see us.
I'm not very good at organising my time i'm afraid, i always want to be on the go and get the housework and garden done and looking nice. This disease won't let you work like that and yes i'm letting it get me down. I'm sure it will pass and the counselling will come and help me to get things in the right order. Until then i've got to take it easy and do what my hubby says, bless him he's a gem. I couldn'y cope without him even if he gets annoyed at me for overdoing it, i love him to bits though.
Well people , have a lovely day. I'm going to sit and read the paper and DO AS I'M told for a change.