Its 5 in the morning, been awake for an hour and I feel like I have come full circle.
I don't feel any better now than I did before my diagnosis. I know I have felt worse,
My positive resolve is in great danger of crumbling.
Perhaps it is the other things I have had to deal with outside of my health.
Do I have RA?
Why do I always have questions I wanted answered on a Friday night when I know I can't see anyone or talk to anyone until Monday?
I know by the time Monday comes, I will probably feel a bit better, so won't do anything anyway.
I feel out of the loop, or is it, I feel loopy - not sure.
Can't blame the medication, I am not taking any - well apart from the obnoxious - sorry noxious Metho. Oh and the Fluoxetine, Oh and the Oxybutynin.
I feel like giving up - but I shan't (sorry bad grammar).
All that deep breathing and relaxation trying to be positive....
Ah buggeritt I am back off to bed to wallow in comfort... Night