Can't sleep. My hands are on fire, and it seems unfair that even my sleeping pill won't put it out. I lay in bed begging it to stop, counting down from 1000 in 3's just to distract myself, hoping to lull myself to sleep, but every time I move (or don't move) some part of me is screaming. Knees, feet, wrists and elbows. I'm out of hope and patience, tonight. I just want it to stop hurting! The weather shifted and I did a little too much cleaning, and this seems totally out of proportion to what I accomplished. I'm going to run a bath (at 12:30 am) and hope for some relief. I feel like I'm going crazy with it, like I'm trapped in a burning house and I can't leave, but I can't douse the flames. Please, please, please let it stop. I'm so tired and so utterly unable to rest.
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