Before i start an apology -feeling really down and fed up but need to let of steam and i think my family have had enough
Had 2 days off work last week as had sickness bug which is going around -kids had all had it and i'm a sitting target.Daughter came home from school Friday and discovered her beloved hamster Smokey unable to move.Hubby took her straight to the vet where she had to be put to sleep .Myself and daughter very upset,i know it's only a hamster but we loved her very much - she was a real character.
I woke up yesterday unable to move - very scary as i've not been this ill for a long time.Hubby panicked and called doctor out who gave me a steroid injection - no real effect,so this morning my GP has ordered me back onto 30 mg of steroid tablets.I'm absolutely gutted as it took me months to get off them last year.I know it's stupid if they help but i can't help it.Darling hubby can't understand although he tries - if it's broken take something and get it fixed is his motto.I'm normally a very positive person but i feel so down tonight.The worse thing is Abi is still very upset and i literally cannot cuddle her and i'm heartbroken.
Anyway i'm just putting on my morphine patch and hopefully get some sleep for the first time in 48 hrs .
Sorry to go on but i figure you lovely people understand better than most.
Take care all