I tried to explain to my estranged mother. About ra, and how much it's affecting and will affect my life and I get this as a reply...."we drinking, smoking and weight are not good if you have that, I've read about it online"
Wtf! Not only do I very rarely drink but I'm on an ecig and have put on weight due to being less mobile! She doesn't ever speak to me and I was hoping I at least got some understanding from her!
I used to be anorexic because of her and her issues she forced on me!
I feel so low, if I didn't have two amazing little girls who I adore I swear I wouldn't be here now! I now feel so low!