Morning everyone , I don't know what's going on with me last few weeks , my RA is having a ball at the moment so much pain stiffness swelling etc . But I've never felt so depressed if that's so the word to describe it . Really have never felt like this in my entire life , so tearful can't be bothered to do anything just want to be at home and keep my misery to myself . Want to sleep all day , started two new meds recently gabapentin and leflunomide was wondering if it's possibly a reaction to the medication. Also on hydrox and sulphalasine plus tramadol co - codamol , omprezanole , . Got appointment with gp next fir and rheumy in 3 weeks . I had disabled aids put in the home a week ago ie toilet frame , bath board , bed frame , perching stool although it's a help it's also a reminder of what my life has become . Just tried to walk my dog every step was hard work the suns shining but I feel so down .