Most stressful day ever today, car had an MOT 12 days ago and failed on a few little things (I'm a student and drive an old banger haha) so I had my neighbour who is a mechanic repair them for me, he does it every year. I took it back to be retested and they said somebody has hit me and that the headlamp is lose and charged me £120 for a new one, knowing full well my MOT run out today so I was buggered especially with all the running round I have coming up. First thing I wanted to do was run to the shop and buy cigs but my OH wouldn't let me.
I'm disappointed in myself that the first thing I feel when I am stressed is a craving. I'd hate to think what I'd be like if he wasn't around to stop me.
Mind you I've been at the kiosk in Sainsbury's a few times about to buy them and have stood there dallying for five minutes before deciding against so maybe I am being too hard on myself. I just want this feeling to go away now!