My last attempt earlier this year didn't work, not sure where it all went wrong. Last a couple of weeks then lit up in one of those "just a couple with a drink while I'm out" moments.
Well I guess where it all went wrong is I still can't convince myself that I'm done with cigs for good. Despite everything I know about smoking and all the reasons to quit both personal, family related etc. Stupid I know. But how do you convince yourself if you've heard all the arguments, all makes sense, you feel terrible, you have support from family, nothing seems missing except the belief that it's over.
Even when I start thinking of cutting down and quitting, what seemed to help most is setting a target, like don't smoke until this holiday, and then I stick with it, even though I know that once I light up again I'll probably get back to it on a regular basis. But it seems so much easier to stick with it than thinking I'm never going to smoke again.
Anyway, I'm here again, not sure where I'm headed, day at a time for now.