I expect most of you are busy building snowmen or having snowball fights? Making snow angels are personal favourites!
Well day 4 for me today. Am I finding it difficult? Yes of course I am. There are times I am pacing, climbing the walls, biting firends & families heads not literally) off and times when I think just one. But we all know what happened to me when I had that just 1 last time, don't we!
I don't know this time seems different. My mindset is kind of I made the decision to smoke and now I've made the decision not to smoke at the end of the day no one is forcing me its my choice. I can either be miserable about it, make it a constant battle and feel sorry for myself or just get on with it.
Don't get me wrong I know there will be many, many ups and downs and there will be times when my willpower will be tested to the maximum (it is now) but I chose to do this and why should I let it get the better of me, why? I never been one to give in on things so why should this be any different?
Sorry guys for asking and answering my own questions. I have kinda just wrote what I am thinking. I think I was quite positive out the beginning of my last quit. It was kind of when the excitement that I quit smoking and I let my guard down that things went wrong.
So I am asking you if in a few weeks I am on this forum looking like I'm going to give in or being really pessemistic can someone remind me of this post. So I can remind myself that it is my choice and that I'm not the kind of person who gives up on things.