Day 24

[nsd_user663_61085]

FFS

I am so fed up with this quit, so miserable, that I've just been stood outside sucking on a breadstick for 10 mins for old times sake......

AND

I have had so many baths I smell like an artificial peach and look like a rotting, shrivelled prune

AND

much more that, if written, would get me banned

and I really need not to be banned right now

M

x

[nsd_user663_54332]

Awww ((((hugs))))

It will get better, it's tough while you feel that lousy though.

Is there anything you can to to distract yourself?

[nsd_user663_2681]

FFS

I am so fed up with this quit, so miserable, that I've just been stood outside sucking on a breadstick for 10 mins for old times sake......

AND

I have had so many baths I smell like an artificial peach and look like a rotting, shrivelled prune

AND

much more that, if written, would get me banned

and I really need not to be banned right now

M

x

Grrrrrr FFS! That effer Nic is really trying your patience at the moment mate.....

I'm not gonna say the usual I know it just won't wash at the moment... Eat gum drink water etc.... All I'll say is think of your telescope and keep plodding on hun, if the breadstick is helping so be it, suck away and I will say chupa chop lollipops actually are amazing, mainly cos they have the little white stick....you are having a bad one at the moment but I reckon your little soire the other night has made it worse, really hoping this passes for you soon Mina, it not much consolation, but I for one think your awesome, I really do xxxxxx

[nsd_user663_61085]

I'm not smoking again (til those do u no harm ets147 fags are invented :D) - even if it's like this every day for a year. In my head the deal is I stop, then get 10 (thinking of this as a minimum :cool more added to my life - no brainer, deal done:

I will just need the patience of members whilst I rant my way to freedom!

I'm mad as a snake that others are finding the journey somewhat easier than me - which sounds mean, but is not meant to be so :confused:

[nsd_user663_59644]

Mina

So sorry your feeling at a loss right now, but do you really want to give up your quit? I,ve learnt this is not easy, but then again we can do this.

I think your a saint sucking on a bread stck.

2 crunchie bars

2 cream cakes

Rib eye steak pepper sauce that was just tea:mad:

But also had bad day to day, my mood is lifting and am nearing another day.

I,m willing you to get through tonight and hopefully tomorrow will be brighter :)for you

[nsd_user663_2681]

Rant away matey that's what it's all about, this will pass for you soon, it's got to... You are definitely not the only one that struggles, some people do on a day on day off basis, it varies......I was like shizzle on a stick last week at a really low ebb, it has lifted now though and I was proper pissed off ALL last week, at least the weekend is coming, hopefully the sun will be out and you can get out in your garden xx

[nsd_user663_61085]

listchallenges.com/imdb-top...

Distraction found!

M

[nsd_user663_2681]

True words xx