Hi hope you are all having a good Sunday
Wish I felt happy and excited about completing two whole weeks and entering into my third week, but I don't, actually it doesn't feel like an achievement at all. I think my normal feelings have gone off with the fags. If I had thought two weeks ago I could have achieved this i would have been so excited.
I am not going to smoke but I don't like what I have become no motivation, no get up and go, I have become a couch potato and I don't like it. I just seem to have no control to change it.
Has anyone else felt like this and managed to get back from it. My oh says it will pass, thing is I am not unhappy being like this ,more I don't want to be like it.
I go out when I have to and do enjoy myself, was out last night and had a good time and out again tonight but in between times not doing a lot.
It would really help if I knew this would passxxxxxxx
I will not smoke today