Im not proud of myself being back here after a long long time.
Ive been smoking since friday, I have arranged an appointment with the stop smoking nurse at hospital tonight to get some cheap NRT.
So stupid! I was so happy not going back to my parents house and stinking. All weekend when I got home I ran straight upstairs and had a shower and mouth wash so they wouldnt smell it on me.
This time I will do it!! I know Nic's tricks now and I wont give in so easily!