My partner just went out of town for a week. One of my first thoughts was I could go by a pack of cigarettes and smoke like a crazy lady - and nobody would know. Then I realized I would know. :mad: I have very mixed emotions about this. I am mad over the guilt and disappointment I would feel - and I am grateful of the guilt and disappointment I would feel. sigh...Day 24 - smoke free and fighting the cravings.