55 days - I think

[nsd_user663_56306]

55 days and still here. Haven't had severe cravings this week but a strong desire just to smoke - maybe being outside in the sunshine and just association with relaxing?

But still here.

[nsd_user663_56673]

Glad to see you still going strong Trishh, you stopped about the same time as me...aren't we just the best?

[nsd_user663_54332]

YAY well done Trish!!

Doing great Trish well done.

This is a new sort of challenge to 'winter' quitters,as well as all quitters I suppose,the sun..:cool: sitting outside fagless can seem a bit of a strain.Like all of this,the more you do it the more you get used to it

Was a lot harder for me this weekend without my dummy!!

Managed to get through though.

[nsd_user663_56306]

addiction

Thanks for all your comments - strange how I still regard cigarettes with affection like an old friend that I never see. Nor am I repulsed by smoke or smokers. However still not smoking, still have a hidden pack of cigarettes in the house - still untouched. The day when I am able to say goodbye to these will signal to me that I'm there - for the moment I'm still an addict and one puff will put me right back - but psychology of 'I can if I want' stops me opening that pack!

Still not quite there yet and constantly teeter on the edge but hanging in and heading towards the end of month 2 - who would have thought!

Couldn't be doing this without help of forum!