I had better fess up, yet again I fell on day 6. The same happened the week before.
I'm not sure whats going on with my will power/brain because during this last week I have spent time with smokers and it really hasn't bothered me to not have a cig.
OH came over and he is so proud of me for not smoking and then for some stupid reason I have one of his cigs.
I'm not going to make excuses, as I didn't last week either, but yesterday I felt really low, didn't really want him to stay over with me and my boys because I wasn't great company, anyway, he did stay, we had the same old discussion (not a row) and I ended up lighting up, I just though f**** it.
I'm sorry for going on and on, just feel really low (not about having a cig, just in general). Psychologically I don't want to take myself back to day 1. The question is, should I? I will have to admit to having a cig as I have a follow up appointment with my cessation nurse tomorrow.
Sorry for the waffle